Sharon and Fred came into town on Sunday morning and bless there hearts they were met with tears. I can't seem tostop. I am missing Mike so much. Everytime I go outside I think of us doing chores or things we did to improve the yard. Mollie is struggling so much. I think the wedding and the family pictures without him there is so sickening. Such a beautiful day to make one so sad.
We also had sad things at our school. One boy (who threatened to fight Samuel) hit another kid with a bat.. The one hit is still missing and suspected dead. Then the Monday when everyone was back to school. Police there, a senior in Samuels class died in his sleep. Mollie had to come home. I am just praying for her to be able to make it the rest of the week till spring break. We drive to see me girlfriends that moved last year. Atlanta and South Carolina. She goes to her counselor wed I am so glad t-for that. I had stopped making the appointments, my fault. I think with all Samuels stuff I just put it aside.
The two big guys have a big job they are doing. Totally taking apart a yard, building walls and planting. They overhauled the trailor. It had rusted out. They redid the body work and painted and sanded the floor and sealed. I am praying for them to be successful with each other. I do think they compliment. Samuel is going to be working for them this summer. That smells like trouble to me. Making him do all dirty work. he will have to deside for himself.
Mollie turns 16 ont eht 8th of April. I would love very much for her to recieve birthday cards. If she is someone you know please send her one.
I think things are just sucking without Mike right now. Grieving is such a long process that in America we try to go so fast. It just doesn't work.
A hospital group I work with helping the cancer senter had one of the members on the board die this last weekend. He was doing such a great job of making it. I was really shocked, I had seen him just a few weeks ago. I forget that is the way it was with us. My frined Linda came by and checked on Mike before she left to go out of town, he was fine. Then when she came back he was at deaths door. Life is fragile have I said that lately. It is sooooo precious. Dont' let the day pass you by without thanking God for the breath you take and your loved ones.
I do miss MOm Hope so much. I will say Mike and I had the being great friends down. Helping each other in chores. It is good to remember. Sickening to do by yourself.