How did I get to the point of not being able to function well without a computer?  They don't even like me.  The computer store didn't know how I did it. To ruin two computers in a year and a half.  I am special I told him.  A powerful statistic.  Duh I don't know.  I have just been in tears many times over this mess.  Best Buy does this 18 month no interest so I bought one.  They simply said they would put all my stuff, ( I had so brilliantly bought a hard drive that automatically keeps your things.  Since the last time al was lost  Did I say I was special)  So Mr.  Don came over last night freaking out a little with me because I had no idea since No 26th what my money was or anything.  Well guess what the file is there but we could not get it opened.  That was the most important thing to him.  The biggest deal to me was getting my blackberry to down load.  Yeah that was accomplished.  So for the 10th time I am heading back to the store.  

I have felt so separated from my sister and niece,  DId you notice my spelling, this computer tells you when it is wrong.  Very irritating.  How can you just go on and not go back an fix the red line.  Work has been slower then I would have thought but I think God just knows what I can handle.  So much has been going on.  Michael and Brandon are picking up in their new business.  They are doing yards and small indoor jobs.  Will drywall a basement this Christmas break.  They are almost done with finals.  I am so ready for the holidays.  I look forward to seeing all the families.  I haven[t shopped yet, I think I will do that this next week, need to keep remembering it is Christmas, doesn't seem like it.  Gail helped me to decorate.  I didn't have any helpers with the kids.  I don't know what I would have done without her.  I had a dinner party for my friend Becky and Jeff who moved away.  It was so relaxing, by the fire, doing just nothing.  Loved it.  Both the younger kids were away for the weekend  It was so freeing to not be thinking do I need to pick up where are they  on and on.  I went to a fairy tale wedding. Michael was in it.  So many flowers. I had never seen so many in one place.  That is even almost considering in one place outside.  Just gorgeous.  We dance the whole time, just friends and Michael danced with me and we had a great time.  I am off to work, love to you.  Hi sweet Emily and Donna, Monty and Ed.