Read the post before this one. I accidentally posted it before I was done.

The next morning we went to Mary Beth's the net morning. She is amazing We went to see y dad not too long after we got there. She takes such wonderful care of him. Cleaning his hands and nails, fixing him all up. She figured out a way that he could come to her home on a bus. They take the wheelchair door to door. She went and rode with him the next day. It was a better setting for the kids to be around him. His place is sorta hard. He looks really good to me. Mary Beth is an amazing cook. Always has it done or just able to put together quick.We left the next day. The second night we got to be with some old(not age) friends and have dinner with them. Special for me. Brandon and Michael went on the Mega Bus the night before so it was not as crowded. Hannah road hoe with us She is going back to Lawrence with Trevor her boyfriend. Emily and Monty will come over with Hannah to be with Trevor on the 7th. I am so lucky her boyfriend lives here so I get to see all of them more often. I was so glad Hannah was here for the new year. It was difficult to think it is 09. We went out for a drink and nacho's. Almost the only people in the place, came home to Trevor getting off in time to miss all the emergency room crazy's. I picked up Mollie right at midnight, it was a very hard evening for her. I can't stand for them to hurt so. Michael is moving in with Brandon on the 15th. They say it will be easier for them to keep up with their business. I am happy for them though I have a real hard time visualizing how all of that will work.
I am so glad that Christmas is over, it is hard to watch how things change and traditions change and become so different.
Mr. Don came over for the whole day. we made a budget for the next year. How much I need to make on a weekly basis, where and when I need to pay certain things. Oh my he worked for hours and hours. He is so faithful to helping me. I am so glad about the print out he made for me to see when bills are coming and were I need to stash money to be ready. FOr the first time since Mike died I see how I am going to be able to do it. I will be caught up enough by the time Samuels money SS ends in May. AWESOME!! I m so proud of myself. God has really been helping me make some changes in spending and having new and more clients. I feel like I am finally getting a handle on it all. I can't believe that I made so much money, for me. Others would'nt think so but I do and am so grateful. I can see the end of the tunnel. YIPPEEE!!
I get to go out with Mary Ann and Neil to a movie tonight. I work tomorrow and have all day thought it was Monday.
I just love my office. I think it is the best room in the house, That is a big change from dreading going in there. I have so much to learn but think I will be able to. I asked Don if he thought I would be able to do the books like he does. (long silence) sure Peggy I think someday you will be able to. He is such a Golden Retrever. I appreciate him so much. To think on your vacation day spend it is someone elses mess.
I am counting down going to Vegas with my sisters. I am gratefiul for the slow times in Jan and Feb. I am going to try and work on my photos again. I couldn't do it last time but maybe now.
After I get done working tomorrow I get to go and play volleyball with moms against girls. Watch out we are getting ready to kick ----. Should be a blast.
...May He enlightenthe eyes of your mind so tht you can see what hope His call holds for yoiu...Eph 1:18

I did lots of crying this last week. Had hurts I did not expect and then ones that I expected and they were worse then I thought. Mike and I loved bringing in a new year. I absolutely loved to get a kiss at midnight. I am sending kisses though the mail. Love to you and a Happy New Year. My dear friend who did Threads For Hope, her sister is still battling the Pancreatic cancer. Such heart ache.

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