Funny how some mornings are so much harder then others. I went to sleep around1 ande at 5:30 was wide awke and thinking of MIke and what we would do on this Sat. morningt if he were here. I got up and went to the garage sale at the offices for church. It was to sponser ladies who could not pay for the retreat. I then went to the Bally's place were the boys belong. They got me a membership for 2 weeks. I did the water one hour work out. I really enjoyed it. It was good for me. The whole time I kept saying thank you Jesus for getting me there. Unheard of for me to go there not having any idea what kind of class it is. I am so not ready for spring break to be over. It has been so nice to just be. Mollie had 5 boys come out to the hotel with her girlfriend to play games and eat pizza. They had a good time. Michael has been stay8ing with us, his room mate is puking sick. Todd still hasn't recieved wether or not he gets to get red shirted. So disappointing for him. Promise of sun and warmer weather for the weekend did not prove to be correct. Pooh!
I am having a hard time that it could possibly be April. Someone asked me today why I would be sad to do something. I felt like it is so easy to think so much time has gone by., To us just so you know it is like yesturday. I can see it like it was one hour ago. I just need to be able to wrap my arms around him and give him a big hug. I hugged him so many times during the day. I miss that. The two big guys are so good to hug me and give me a kiss when they leave. Samuel is good for a hug every once in a while, they mean so much. Mollie isn't much of a toucher. She will cuddlke sometimes. She did that mostly with her father. We both struggle with that part.
I will go to TOdds game anyway tomorrow his good buddy's parents are coming in from Texas to watch the game. Todd wants me to meet them. I don't know how I did this to the letter, it is a new key board, and mouse. Ours broke. I was so proud of myself I loaded it and put it together. To some that is a no brainer but for me it is a silver metal. Have a beautiful weekend.,