Oh my goodness what a day. it started out with me getting online to get out seats for our trip to Californis. I got on and I have my itenerary for the flights. I had printed them off onths ago. I went on line and they did not have record of me. When I called the airline they said they didn't have even the fl9ights that I had. A long terrible story short. I copied my itenerary and put it in the special place. What I didn't do was to read the fine print. It said that I would be getting an email that would have me respond 24 hours to tell them that I was confirming the flight. Ihad not ever done that. I always just printed the one piece. I could not belive that I had not done something so big. Mollie and I have been planning this for so long. It is now 11:30 and I have jsut gotten done with my neighbor Susie's hair. I went over there after I took Mollie to the tallent show. I had cried all day thinking of telling her that we were not getting to go to Ca. because of the mistake I had made. I did not get off till 6 I picked her up and told her. She was so good. She did say mom this is what happened to us last year. My sister Donna reminded me of how God is in contro. How I was leaving the boys for Easter. I was so excited for Mollie and I to go and see the Redwood forest, how Mike had always wanted to go there. We had decide that we would go in memory of him.. Now that I have cried and beat myself up and been so irritated, I am able to see that probably this it the right thing. I did put my social security in twice last month which had caused me much trouble. Now I can catch up..
Mollile was amazing. She said she forgave me and that it was not my fault. I told her that I would paint her room. She has wanted it purple. I am sick that I don't get to be with Hannah. I have been living for he moment. Mollie gets to go and visit Harding University. The youth f=grioup was going and now she can go with them. I will work now and be able to catch up. I was sad that I woul dnot be with the boys. Todd doesn't get in till tomorrow and then we will all be together for the holidays.. I spent the evening with y sweet friend and neighbors Roger and Susie. I did her hair and colored it and had a nice dinner. I am jsut now home and still not able to belive that we are not leaving tomorrow. I had everything planned.
I am willing to know tha GOd has a plan and it does not depend on wether I understand it or not. I am sick of the answer but will toorrow be better. I can't belive that I dont' get to sit with Hannah and I don't get to see the GOlden gate bridge and the Redwoond foirest. Oh well tomorrow. Please pray for our time here in St. Louiss and for me to make the most of it.