Thank you, thank you

Prayers answered,.
I got ahold of the secondary insurance guy, he was very good at explaining. Sorta felt bad like I haden't done the best for TOdd but duh you do what you can. He ended up settling with the Pro Rehab and TOdd is abel to start again with the physical therapy. Woo hoo. I now am calling the other places and working on them.
I had the best time with TOdd and Michael yesturday. Michael and I picked up Todd from the univ. and took him to lunch. They needed to go to the store so I told them I would give them each $50. They have been struggling some. Todd hasn't started his lawns yet and that is where lots of his money comes from. Michael it was the first an rent and stuff, you know how it all is. I had the very best time watching them in the store. They started out in the sane cart (that did not last long at all) To watch them look at the backs of boxes discussing ingrediants, and prices was histarical. I needed it. It was like going to a movie. A comedy. If you know Michael at all he is a silly guy. Running into TOdd ,zooming past. I just was so proud, watching them. The funniest part was when we were at Bread CO. TOdd mensioned us being there last week. Michael said what is this like you guys come here every week. We said oh no probably twice a week. He looked like he was two and just missed out on the biggest day of his life. We laughed so hard., He is a fun one to play with. I took TOdd to his car and then took Michael to the bank to get a money order and we ran around some more. I had needed a good relief. Samuel had his ACT class so I didn't see him much yesturday. Mollie is having such a sad time right now. I am sure she is just dreading her birthday. The thought of her daddy not there is just too much. I have been crying so much, I am just tired of it all. It is rainging again. Yesturday was such a treat there was sun. I didnt work today at all, just didn't have thte business it is one of the weeks that is still slow. I got a new client today and one the other. It just takes time. I went to see Jason yesturday. He talked mostly about money and my plan. GOdd to think of. I hate paper work. Ido think it is getting so much easier. I don't put it off like I used to. I am on Quicken now and I think it is easier to put on the computer.
I am almost done paying for MIke, that is something I am so proud of. GOd continues to bless me in so many ways.
The kids are estatic about getting to use my friends time share. They come in an look on the internet and talk all abou twhat we are going to do. It will be the first time we do something together as a new family. It will be a month before the one year.
Mike had a 10gallon jar he put change in for years. It was what he wanted to take the kids on a trip with. I have had peoplesay well how in the world can you guys do that. You would not believe how so many act like you shouldn't get to dfo anything becasue you struggle with money. I do feel good about taking the kids on the trip. I used the money in the jar for airfare. It took me a long time to decide to do it. That is what Jason was talking to me about. WHy not paying for bils. It is a hard to come to terms getting to do things so special, gifts of trips, when there have been people who sacrificed to help. I guess I just wanted you to know we are not taking trips on others money. So now you know and won't say well how in the world do they get to do that? Both nmy sisters are going to be here on the 21st and then Mary Beth will take DOnna to Lawrence to be with my dad. She will come back and then help me with stuff. I am so grateful she is a real work horse. I think she has the strength physically of my mom. A work horse. I do love projects and miss that so much with Mike. I am spray painting a piece of furniture so I can use it outside. He woul dlove the porch. I can't stop thinking of his these days. I want the sun to shine. I love the story in the bible of how GOd cares so for the sparrow, it is so encouraging to me. I have prayed that the hawks come an nest here again. I look for them.