I forgot to look so if I am repeating myself stop reading. On last thur I cut the fatty part of my fing finger off. Not huge jusat really annoying. My typing has really declined. Denise came and sahpooed for me last night. She idd a great job. I was so grateful. It had become a harried night anyway so I don't know what I would have doen without her. I made the wrapping on it this morning smaller so I can put on gloves today. Herb came last night and worked on my computer. It is wqonderful how God uses people who you don't even know they will be used. Samuel said to me mom that guy has been here for 8 hours. He couldn't believe it. I was so thankful. I didn't know I should be more careful wqith my computer and that I should have my own stuff. I work today and keep getting ready to go and get Sharon and then we go and see her son and grandbabies. I am realy ready to be in the car with her and enjoying time. Mike had forever wanted his family to go to colorado. I think it is one of his favorite places. Well I know it is. I am going to show Sharon the places he loved to go. We have been doing this together for 26 years he went with us before we were married. Michael started going when he was 6 weeks. Mike hauled him all over colorado. My dad and mom have done this for us for all these years. Precious family memories.
Mollie goes to her camp that week. She is loving the camp thing. I am so glad. Samuels job is kinding of fading out. They are not buisy enough for bussers. We had Jason and his family over the other night. I cried when they left. Mike would have just enjoyed himself so much. All my kids were there and it was an obvious void. The days have been more painful. Our favorite holiday is the 4th. He kissed me the first time on the 4th. We love the fireworks and pic nicing. The last fourth he took me to the fireworks display in Webster, it was such a struggle to get there. He wanted it so bad. To think he died 12 days later is jut not possible to me. The year before that we were in Estes laying on a blanket with dear friends. I have that memeory burneed on my brain like it was yesturday. This has been a much harder time then I expected. I feel drained and somewhat depressed. Weary that all of this is me from now on. Like it hasn't been the last year. Funny howq the brain is so protective. Make a great day. Love to you,